ruyu | I'm an individual, dammit! (Reply)

I'm in college right now, and I have learned that even being an individual isn't all that great anymore. Being different is the norm where i hang out at the campus. How the fuck am I supposed to be different and take my own road, when everyone else is doing just that. In a world were not caring about what people defies the point when what people think about you gets you thru college. Arg! So, in the spirit of my flawed individuality- I am now abnormal.

I feel like a ghost. I have very few friends...I mean like 3. Sad , I know! I can see peoples eyes just pass right over me. Like a wasn't even there. I feel like an eposode out of Buffy, where the chick turns invisible because the popular kids wont look or speak to here. Only in my case it isn't the popular kids...its the world. I get so frustrated that no one really knows me. Does anyone want to know me? Probably not.