No longer enough...

No longer enough

I changed my mind today, so many times
Love you, hate you, yes, wait, no...
A big mess is what I've made
Simply living is no longer enough, is it?
You've got to suffer, grieve and die before it counts
Immediate, give me something to hang on to
Ground me, 'cause I can't do it myself
All these lies cloud my decisions,
Some days I can see you feeding them to me
Now, I can clearly say this, "It just isn't worth it."
Tell me differently and I might just change my mind
But I've already changed my mind today
So many times...

Guys, don't listen to me today, or this post for that matter. I think my head got screwed on wrong when I woke up this morning. It just hasn't been the same as it usually is.