it was a deep one this time...

[ruyu]

Last night was boring. I got really bored, so what do I do? I go a fall back into my old hobby. The blue box has become very tempting now a day. I try to stash it somewhere as to not attract my attention, but I always catch a glipse of it and my interest is sparked again agains my will. I made a really deep cut...and I didn't mean to. I bleed really bad..but I got it under control. No one has seen it yet and I plan to keep it that way. I really need to stop this, but I can't stop now.