Kill Myself from the inside out...

[ruyu]

Two people touching lips
Hands on each other's hips
Nothing in else in the world but one another
The 42nd floor
On a distant shore
I wonder how we strayed so far from this
Remember when we were
Just flesh and bone
You say, "We have forgotten how cordial war could be"
So, put down your hollow tips
And kiss your lovers lips
And learn that fate is what you make of it
Please end this
Before it ends us
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
For good
I read the news today
And everything they say
Just makes me want to stay inside
And a better part of me knows
That waiting in the throes
Is all on par with reading with my eyes closed
"What Can I do?", You say
It's just another day
In the life of Apes with ego trips
Put down your hollow tips
And kiss your lover's lips
And learn that fate is what we make of it
Please end this
Before it ends us
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
For good
I'm gonna stay inside
I'm gonna stay inside for good
I'm gonna stay inside
For Good
I wanna stay inside
I wanna stay inside for good
I wanna stay inside
Don't want to stay inside for good

-Incubus, Agoraphobia, A Crow Left of The Murder

I really like these lyrics, but because. The whole cd is great as a matter of fact. Have you listened to it? You should. Meanwhile, life is has been bearable, although, the headaches I have been suffering from are starting to get in the way of life. Stress related, or loss of vitamins, or just I'm dying or whatever, who know, not me. Still want to get away from my sister, yes, this will be a constant in my life I believe. Yay for the first person who achieved his own goals in life because not everyone does.