Elimination

[ruyu]

Everyone says that I've been in a better mood lately. They've been asking me if anything has happened to make me happier, and I honestly couldn't tell them. I know it's not my home life, it's still the same it has always been. I don't really know if it's school or not, friends, guys, band. I can tell this is going to be a game of elimination. I really need to know what makes them think I'm happier, yes I know i've been dancing in the band room and wearing makeup, but that still leaves the question what is the cause of these thing, and I need to keep it around more often.

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[ruyu.livejournal.com]

Wow. 5 years later and I finally know what was making me happy. I was love with him and didn't even know it.