Not there anymore

[ruyu]

Not there anymore...

For all your busy hands and kisses,
Nothing really holds me, binds me to you
All that want and no need - it's just not there anymore.
You open me up, looking for something
Searching, searching... searching and still not finding.
That thought makes me feel hollow,
'Cause it was just another thing I couldn't give you
There's a list of those now - all those 'couldn't and can't's',
Filling up the space between our open mouth kisses
Leaving that dull feeling after your touches.
It's only gonna get harder to love you.