Not there anymore

[ruyu]

Not there anymore...

For all your busy hands and kisses,
Nothing really holds me, binds me to you
All that want and no need - it's just not there anymore.
You open me up, looking for something
Searching, searching... searching and still not finding.
That thought makes me feel hollow,
'Cause it was just another thing I couldn't give you
There's a list of those now - all those 'couldn't and can't's',
Filling up the space between our open mouth kisses
Leaving that dull feeling after your touches.
It's only gonna get harder to love you.

Comments

[jimaine321.livejournal.com]

Wow that's really good. You wrote that? Amazing. It's sad though... If I may ask what inspired you?

Jimaine

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

I've been reading some fiction that made me kinda depressed, so I just had to get this out. I'm pleased you liked it. :3

[thi-hoai.livejournal.com]

Christ, it's hard to force love, innit?

O-migoto~

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

Absolutely.
Thank you.

[deathtocupcake.livejournal.com]

Lovely piece here. Don't really have much other words than that. <3

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

Thanks. What you said was plenty. ^^