Guys, I can't even begin to tell you how bad this week has been. Ever since my summer class ended, everything has just gone to complete shit. My job is going to be the death of me. I'm so ready to quit that damn place.
God, help me.
I had a freaking break down at work. No lie. I turned around from what I had been doing and then, BAM, I just couldn't stop the tears. My coworkers huddled around me and were petting me and giving me tissues, it was sweet of them. They're like old mother hens. ANYWAY. The tears would not stop and then I felt like everyone was staring at me the rest of the day. Ugh.
I'm ready for college to start again, just to get away from my job and (yes, I feel horrible about this) my family. I can't explain why I feel this way, but I do. Maybe it's my hormones or something? I've got a doctor's appointment at the end of August. Maybe I can talk to her about it.
Edit:And no, I cannot decide what layout to use. Though, the one right now is pretty cool. I think I'll keep it.
God, help me.
I had a freaking break down at work. No lie. I turned around from what I had been doing and then, BAM, I just couldn't stop the tears. My coworkers huddled around me and were petting me and giving me tissues, it was sweet of them. They're like old mother hens. ANYWAY. The tears would not stop and then I felt like everyone was staring at me the rest of the day. Ugh.
I'm ready for college to start again, just to get away from my job and (yes, I feel horrible about this) my family. I can't explain why I feel this way, but I do. Maybe it's my hormones or something? I've got a doctor's appointment at the end of August. Maybe I can talk to her about it.
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Date: 2010-07-30 12:39 am (UTC)-
Nothing wrong with wanting to get away from your family - I was ready to strangle my sibs before I took a week long break from them, and everyone else I knew... I have some other friends who've done almost the same, just turned their phone off and locked themself in for a couple of days. It works better than one would think <3
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Date: 2010-07-30 01:06 am (UTC)Thanks, doll.