Argh!

[ruyu]

Guys, I can't even begin to tell you how bad this week has been. Ever since my summer class ended, everything has just gone to complete shit. My job is going to be the death of me. I'm so ready to quit that damn place.

God, help me.

I had a freaking break down at work. No lie. I turned around from what I had been doing and then, BAM, I just couldn't stop the tears. My coworkers huddled around me and were petting me and giving me tissues, it was sweet of them. They're like old mother hens. ANYWAY. The tears would not stop and then I felt like everyone was staring at me the rest of the day. Ugh.

I'm ready for college to start again, just to get away from my job and (yes, I feel horrible about this) my family. I can't explain why I feel this way, but I do. Maybe it's my hormones or something? I've got a doctor's appointment at the end of August. Maybe I can talk to her about it.


Edit: And no, I cannot decide what layout to use. Though, the one right now is pretty cool. I think I'll keep it.

Comments

[babyluw.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear about your horrible week. Don't over work yourself.

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Nothing wrong with wanting to get away from your family - I was ready to strangle my sibs before I took a week long break from them, and everyone else I knew... I have some other friends who've done almost the same, just turned their phone off and locked themself in for a couple of days. It works better than one would think <3

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

I think that's what I'll do - put in for a vacation for a few days before college starts back. I just need to time away from everyone.

Thanks, doll.

[deathtocupcake.livejournal.com]

Don't worry too much dear, it happens to the best of us. It doesn't ven always mean the thing is getting on your nerves-you may really like it- but everyone needs an escape sometimes. So don't feel guilty about it. I hope you feel better soon.

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

I hope things bet better as well, all this stress can't be good for a person.
<3 <3 Thank you darling for the kind words. I'm usually not this messed up.

[polician.livejournal.com]

your coworkers are adorable *3*

but either way, it's normal to sometimes just breakdown without much reason...yeah, it is normal. like, sometimes to just let the stress out you know?

and getting away from family, yeah it feels like your suffocating from all the family things, so it's okay to feel like going away..

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

Awww. I love you guys, you're so sweet to me. <3 <3 <3

I think it's definitely the stress and the lack of personal space I seem to have around my family. A holiday is needed.

[unsettledink.livejournal.com]

Sending many many hugs. That sucks so bad. I've come very close to losing it at work, and that's an awful feeling.

And never beat yourself up for wanting to get away from family. I can't stand to be around mine for more than a day at a time, and they are all the most wonderful people. It's taken me forever to stop feeling hateful about need twice as much private space as the rest of the world.

Maybe the doctor can be helpful. Good luck!

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

*is grateful for the hugs*
This is the first time I've cried at work, but then again, it's been because of a weeks worth of stress and worry. It was bound to happen, really.

Usually I've been fine with hiding in my room to get away from my family, but now that isn't enough. I need to be somewhere else, anywhere else.

Thank you so, so, so, much for you kind words. You've been so supportive of me and we haven't been friends very long. I really appreciate it, more than I can say. <3

[jimaine321.livejournal.com]

Oh I'm sorry sweetie. I know what its like to have a job you hate. There's nothing else quite like it. But you'll get through. :D I hope school starts again for you soon.