Argh!

[ruyu]

Guys, I can't even begin to tell you how bad this week has been. Ever since my summer class ended, everything has just gone to complete shit. My job is going to be the death of me. I'm so ready to quit that damn place.

God, help me.

I had a freaking break down at work. No lie. I turned around from what I had been doing and then, BAM, I just couldn't stop the tears. My coworkers huddled around me and were petting me and giving me tissues, it was sweet of them. They're like old mother hens. ANYWAY. The tears would not stop and then I felt like everyone was staring at me the rest of the day. Ugh.

I'm ready for college to start again, just to get away from my job and (yes, I feel horrible about this) my family. I can't explain why I feel this way, but I do. Maybe it's my hormones or something? I've got a doctor's appointment at the end of August. Maybe I can talk to her about it.


Edit: And no, I cannot decide what layout to use. Though, the one right now is pretty cool. I think I'll keep it.

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[unsettledink.livejournal.com]

Sending many many hugs. That sucks so bad. I've come very close to losing it at work, and that's an awful feeling.

And never beat yourself up for wanting to get away from family. I can't stand to be around mine for more than a day at a time, and they are all the most wonderful people. It's taken me forever to stop feeling hateful about need twice as much private space as the rest of the world.

Maybe the doctor can be helpful. Good luck!

[ruyu.livejournal.com]

*is grateful for the hugs*
This is the first time I've cried at work, but then again, it's been because of a weeks worth of stress and worry. It was bound to happen, really.

Usually I've been fine with hiding in my room to get away from my family, but now that isn't enough. I need to be somewhere else, anywhere else.

Thank you so, so, so, much for you kind words. You've been so supportive of me and we haven't been friends very long. I really appreciate it, more than I can say. <3